for my whining pleasure..hahh

2003-08-11T07:55:00.000-07:00

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forgot to give credits to claud for writing my gp essay.hahh..yes girl.you always insist that i mention bout you in my blog?here you are.thanx..i will let you know when my teacher grade it alright?yupp..take care my dear insomiac.i think my eyebags can compete with yours soon man.

pw sucks.

i yearn for simplicity.in everything.

i am very tired.very very tired.of everything.

2003-08-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

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dont talk to me bout fireworks.and sushi.it doesnt pay to be kind to do survey.guess the curse strikes again.shucks.
darn..everyone keep talking bout it.how nice.......................

appearance vs reality.looks are decieving.theres this love-hate relationship..i keep wanting to find out more..but what i eventually know isnt what i would like to know.whats wrong with these people..sighh.how can they wear their masks so well?

school.common tests are in a few days?no mood to study..as usual.

screwed up.

2003-08-08T02:48:00.000-07:00

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ahh.so sleepy..but i cant sleep.again.ahhh.

hmm..so much work to do this weekend.sickening.hope nobody does their work..hahahh.so i wont be the only one.okk..thats lame.ooo..fireworks tmr.think it will nice.it was last year..so this year should be better la.heh.oh yahh..as promised..i am supposed to spread the word on how gary kept sliding off his seat of bus132 today.HAHAHH.he was like holding on to the pole like no tomorrow.the best part is at one point..he had to resort to using his legs to hold pole..in other words..think two hands and legs grabbing onto 2 poles cos he kept sliding off his seat.we couldnt stop laughing.there..done.going to vals house in a while..heh.hope my ulcers dont kill..ouchhhh.

2003-08-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

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UGH.i hate teachers who make my already miserable life worse.f them.
tuesday reds again.ran..i mean run-for-my-life-cos-i-dont-wanna-go-for-dc-for-being-late-again kinda run.
but nooo..thats not good enough a fantastic start for the day..some wonderful soul had to threaten me..make it told me that she will submit my name to the dm.yesss..my all time favourite person..so he can dutifully check on me every morning.why?cos apparently my shirt is always tucked out..skirt too short?hello?i am only halfway there.what happen to all the others who always get away..they are like worse yahh.
perhaps i wear an invisible sign that reads please scold me now..cos i totally dig it!!
f-ing teachers.i hate them.

2003-08-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

today-sunday.
nice.everything fell into place.
cycling was great.havent gone there for quite some time.reminded me of those days..
but yahh.hahh.better get some work done now.

2003-08-02T10:45:00.000-07:00

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i know somethings wrong.
i just dont know what.

i still think the chicken wings at blk85 is the best.

i dont know whats there to blog bout these days.

2003-07-30T04:09:00.000-07:00

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I know there is a rainbow
For me to follow
To get beyond my sorrow
Thunder precedes the sunlight
So I'll be all right
If I can find that
Rainbow's end

2003-07-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

why.question mark.why.
do people behave the way they do
why.question mark.why.

2003-07-26T10:20:00.000-07:00

i have much to say.yet i cant..this blog seem kinda publicized.guess i gotta pen them down personally.well lets try for some stuff that can be read by all.

firstly.i feel like such a bitch.i apologize if i have done you wrong.i am sorry for being so insensitive.

reading blogs these days is like going on a emotional roller coaster.i feel bitter.sweet.sympathy.anger...the list goes on.hmm..all these feelings are just so complicating.why cant we just forget everything man.and on irc..almost all quit msgs are bout she..or he..ugh.how so annoying.and you wanna know whats the most annoying thing!?everyone wearing red is!i know its being patriotic and what not but goshh..it was such an eyesore.rediseverywhere!ahh!its insane.the worse is those who actually sport red top and white bottom.or vice versa.ugh.why dont you guys just wear the spore flag for goodness sake!?okk..i am sorry.i just need to say this.i know i whine..you dont have to read this yah.

as i was saying..fine.typing..i dont know things nowadays.some actions done by individuals are totally uncomprehensible to me.its not like i can do anything anyway.i just hope they know what they are doing.sighh..i dont know what to say sia.

and here comes part2 of flag selling..oh gawd..i hate those people who just stare at you like some kinda alien.i hate those people who just look pass you like you are invisible.i hate those people who drag those who want to donate away.to sum it up..i hate those dont donate.was with pwee who was doing flag selling.perhaps thats why hardly anyone donated to her.must be it.oh and today people still continue to ask me to donate despite me pasting that damn sticker right on my bag.now just what is wrong with me.ughh..piss off you irritating crap shits.do i contradict myself?

enough bout that.i had swordfish for dinner today..its sat..though its sunday 2am now.cool rightt.bet you never had it.hahh.kinda tired now..must be cos of the bus ride just now.it was such a long journey thanks to the ndp preview crowd.thank goodness i had company.then again..oh yah.its time to sleep la.bloody patch under my eyes is just black.ughhh..any remedy anyone?!

one last thing.i am thankful for being in 1a1.
hope everything works out alright for everyone.
yupp..thats all i wanna say.

2003-07-23T08:24:00.000-07:00

ooo..new template.nice?no?i think its cool..hahh.caught my eyes.something different i guess?i know gonna give credits to edward..for helping me.thanx!

hmm.today is srjcian day.how lame.but it was good..if only this is how school is like..i dont mind going to school everyday.think..sweet notes from teachers..miss first period..song dedications[though it was too loud]..and goodies courtesy of our generous teachers..who treat us with quote unquote tender-loving care.my ideal school life man.

...this week is really slack[or at least i make it so].i am so enjoying every moment.

2003-07-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

was on my way to submit my late zuo wen to ms-sum-of-all-fears-wai-oh-wai-is-she-our-teacher-cheng[hahh..i really like the sound of that!] and overdue corrections to stephan tay..when i chanced upon this poster to promote racial harmony.it reads...
racial harmony
celebrating differences
i dont know what was it that hit me..the fact that celebrating differences doesnt make sense at first..but after some thought..makes so much sense?or that i was just writing bout my reflections on the tampines home visit for some crap cip thing and i wrote bout putting aside our differences as some lesson i learnt?i just think it is meaningful.hahh.yupp..hear that everyone?celebrate our differences!

i am gonna change my template.this one is like so damn ugly.ahh..lay my eyes on this ohsodelicious template already!gotta get some help..and voila.all of you will be jealous of my template.hehh.hmm..i am still in my crazy mode man.cheer up whoevers sad.get well soon whoevers sick.and and..cool..whoevers hot?you know..knowing spores weather.erm..there i go crapping again..

2003-07-19T11:17:00.000-07:00

hahahhhh.i think i am crazy.i really am.
i am like so estatic at this unearthly hour.
is it the spill over effect[in economic terms:positive externality..rightt?see..i am smart.iwish] of yesterday?i dont know.i just know that i aint depressed.maybe i will be tmr..theres lotsa work to be done.hehh.
but still.whats wrong with me man.i even laughed after saying how much hw there is!?i feel like i am reverting back to my erm sorta old ways.hmm..i am insane.perhaps i should stay this insane way.it rocks.

alright.i am sane.let me bitch.omg.todays flag selling is just the worst!i tell you..i got this stupid please-ask-me-for-donations-BUT-NEVER-EVER-DONATE-TO-ME face.not kidding.i always kena to donate money..all the damn shit times.like noo..they dont ask the person beside..in front..must be me.do i look like i got lotsa money!!??!hello!?!and then today!!nobody wanna donate to me.bloody idiots.hope nobody donate to them next time!hmph.

on a totally different subject..i give up.i just cant be bothered.why pressurize myself?go with the flow.if there is a flow..that is.

2003-07-18T10:46:00.000-07:00

ooooo.i am a happy girl.hehh.

today..okk.i mean friday..was supposed to be a depressing day.imagine..lessons until 6.30pm?ahh!!but of cos..how can i make it through?hahh.so i chao halfway..went shopping at compass point.eh that place not bad you know.well..was supposed to go home to sleep before going out but hmm.nevermind.rushed home to change..met them at tampines.hahh..amazing la you guys.actually go for tp dancefest.which by the way..rocks!!hahh.hmm..only the guest appearances la.omg..the breakers especially!!they were so powerrrrrrrr!!damn nice sia.then then then..where did i go.supper.yes..prata..it was nice too.saw many people today..nicenicenice.hahahh.guess you got my point..todays a nice day.yupp.but even happier that you guys went. :)

just not gonna think of hell intended for me on sunday.seriously..i got like hmm..lost count of how many essay i gotta write?and gotta study for the damn history retest plus quiz and what not he has happily planned for us..thinking that our lifes revolve around history?that bloody ass of a stephan tay.ahh crap.i hate him.oh goshh..just remember bout jude.okk..i am gonna catch up on my much needed sleep now..can just feel my panda eyes darkening.sighh.i can just join that save the wildlife club soon..you know that one that always has a panda logo?hahh.lameeeeee

2003-07-16T06:54:00.000-07:00

i wanna give up.

i am deprived of sleep.i think too much.thats why i cant sleep.but is there any cure for thinking?noooo..my mind is outta control..all these thoughts keep swirling in this head of mine.questions..with no answers.conclusions which makes no sense.and school work..that keep piling on.like its so helping man.hooray!

anyhow..we went to tampines home today.i hate it when they name a building or school or whatever it is like tampines something when it is so not in tampines.hmm.nevermind.i think it must have been quite an experience for most of us.i thought bout them throughout dinner.yes..i am thankful for what i have.but sometimes i wish to have that kinda simple life.without worries.without complications.without no nothing.do i make sense?doubt so.nevermind.i just hate history.stephan tay is such a terror.okk..outta point.

great.now i sound depressed.well just ignore me.i just need a channel to vent my frustrations.sorry if i made you depressed.dont read my blog.you probably have enough problems in your life.

2003-07-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

to my dear since p5 buddy:
so thankful that you are here.
glad that nothing has changed.
you made my day.really.
loveeeee ya lotsa.
to my dear shabby:
[since you wanted your name to be here]
thanx for the information.
its a blast having you around.
to my dear brothers:
rach-for sharing
gary-for caring
shu-for laughing
love ya guys~

2003-07-14T05:17:00.000-07:00

this is horrible.
after all that..i am back at square one.
history is just so gonna repeat itself.
fuck.

2003-07-12T11:37:00.000-07:00

falala.today..saturday..not sunday.ok fine..yesterday was a nice day.listening compre was surprisingly understandable.for once.although i am damn pissed that they made us go to school so damn early.had mac breakfast again.yum.with carmens "bus friend".hahahh.met pwee for a while to show her something.heh..then i went home.goshh..had a fantastic sleep man.serious..felt like last time.come home..sleep..then go out.nice!plus the weather was so sleep inducing i tell you..hahahh.okk..nevermind.oh yahh.i finally saw the house with the flamingo!!amazing.the house is huge!!still cant imagine how can anyone keep that as their pet?!crazy!

aww.its gonna be sunday when i wake up later.another week of sickening school.damnit.so much hw.annoying crap.schools like depressing man.whatever.i shall sleep now.

2003-07-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

that ass of a stephan tay found a new target to attack during tutorial - me.how nice.hes picking on me every few minutes.i think he really looks like a turtle today when he did that..turtle action.super funny.i had to control my laughter again..or he will find something to comment on again.pe sucks too.that bitch of a ms rivera made rach and i run.and if theres a one thing i hate..its running.pw is a shit waste of time.bloody pw.tmr still gotta stay back after 5 cos of econs.wth!?

fucked up school.what am i doing there?i dont know.
i dont know anything anymore.

2003-07-07T09:36:00.000-07:00

i have just got the highest score of bejeweled!!!barely beat chris.but still..muahahahh.eh sorry la..poor old me have nothing much to brag bout rightt.let me feel good can?hahh.ooo yeahh.swear i am addicted man.

sighh.schools starting tmr..actually like in bout 7 hours?how depressing.think i am going back to my i-hate-school mode soon.gonna revert to usual tendency to feel so screwed up again.hmm..maybe i need to see a doctor.ohwell..at least theres 1a1 and some members of a2 to perk me up!gee..i feel hopeless once again.and when the results get back..whoa.reality will hit hard again.knockknock..30% of promos and you flunked it all.calls for a celebration!!sure.

just read the above paragraph and i seriously sound mad.okk..i am normal.lets talk normal stuff.i watched charlies angel today.wow..i didnt know there was gonna be so many guest appearances?and it kinda looks like matrix to me.cool.lucy liu is still the chioest man.shes hot!hahh..call me lesbian.i dont like drew and cameron.too bad.oh yahh.i cut my hair yesterday.you know i was trying to go for the messy look and now i think its too messy.stupid me.whats new.hmm..guess i better attempt to catch some sleep now..shall mourn bout tmr too

2003-07-06T03:29:00.000-07:00

stupid comp.now i gotta retype this.damnit.

2ndclassouting.lets divide it up.sentosa..the sun was too hot?yahh.but they had fun..so thats okk.i was just the only pathetic loser who was desperately trying to avoid the sun.eh..but looks whos laughing now.you guys are all burning in pain!muahahahh.now comes the exciting part!!bbq buffet at marina south!!we seafooders are the best la.you bloody meaters are quote unquote pale in comparison.hehh.rach and i were simply feasting on the ham and prawns.delicious!!yum.after that..most of them left.including the gay..who had to go home.see..he truly lives up to his title.hehehh.so the four brothers went to cheryls house which was so whoo.its damn nice..seriously.and its like vacant all the time!??what a waste.oh then the three brothers starting acting retarded by taking even more spastic photos.hahh..but it was sorta fun.while rach was sleeping.piggg!!yupp..guess thats all.one last thing..thanx gary..for the noodles yahh.hahh.to sum it up..yesterday was fantabulous!1a1 rocks.duhhhhh

2003-07-04T11:36:00.000-07:00

falala.falala.i think i am addicted to bejewled on msn.falala.
okk..i aint crazy.i just wanna beat chris and garys high score.muahahahh.
but i am like far from it..damnit.never mind..its fun!

aiyaa.i am one confused girl man.ohwellohwell.i dont know la.

anyway!i am so not gonna get to sentosa in time.check out the time.ahh shitttt.i suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.i think its the morning.thats why i seem to keep dragging on my last letters.sorry people who i am talking tooooooooo.i am getting crankyyyyyyyyy.ermermerm.yahh.outta hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2003-07-04T10:31:00.000-07:00

omg.todays chinese oral was horrible.couldnt read so many words from the passage.the conversation was like dominated by the examiner since i couldnt speak much?goshh..i should have went with my instincts and not go man.all stupid carmens fault.dont wanna pontang with me.hahahhh.

going to sentosa tmr.uhh..dont think i can wake up..so let me just apologize first.sorry.hmm..anyway four brothers and a gay are having a bonding session tmr rightt?haahhh..cuteeee.i like the sound of four brothers and a gay.hahahahha.

2003-07-01T19:00:00.000-07:00

ooo.couldnt sleep last night and i heard this song on the radio.its so damn nice!!hahh..maybe its just cos i watched the show?that part was so particularly touching that i almost teared.sighh.nice song..oh yahh.its the wedding singer.just realise quite a number of people have this lyrics?whatever.anyway gonna mug for hist now..cant believe i wasted the whole of yesterday.damnit.chinese was pure guessing of the mcq part man.sucky.

Adam Sandler - Grow Old With You lyrics
[Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone.
We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving
up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies
all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight
entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song
inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class
passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is.

[Robbie Hart (Singing):]
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

2003-07-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

bahhhh.online again.am having a headache now..from the constant scrolling down of the webby.ouch.the attempt to study didnt work out..hahh.so decided to come on la..seriously havent surf like this for damn long man.4 hours already.hehh.anyway..that saying bout life being like a box of chocolate?was eating toblerones dark chocolate just now..it was so bitterly sweet.what an oxymoron.but it really was..it tasted so bitter..yet sweet.and then i ate ferrero's hazelnut chocolate and it was just plain sweet.maybe life is a box of chocolate.afterall..you never know what you are gonna get.okk..enough bout my chocolate eating experiences pretending to relate to life crap.gee.hahh.oh my comp is damn weird.it supposedly crash?but my songs are still here.hahahh.funny.so screwed for tmr.bahhhhhhhhh

2003-07-01T02:01:00.000-07:00

so much for coming home to mug.spent the last 2 hours surfing.hahh.hmm..havent done that for some time.oh well.todays lit was crap.for the first time in my history of taking lit..i actually have too much time.how is that possible?lit papers are supposed to be shit-not-enough-time kinda thing rightt?started stoning at 10.think long papers are not good.given my short concentration span.bahh.

on a brighter note..heyy.i am halfway through my midyears.wow.hehh.just dont gimme back my results cos i dont wanna see it.ugh.so bored.guess i better go do my french revolution now.sighh.history.wonder if he remembers bout the supposed 90 essay outlines that i didnt do.anyway..did some quiz.told you i was bored.but only got the html codes of the two below..hehh.

You're of the "I hate school"
breed!
You just hate going to school
and can't stand waking up every day just for
school. But no choice, you just force your way
through school and when the time comes, you
leave the country for other, better education
systems. Bah, at least you have the resources
to do so, you rich/smart bugger!!

Which Stereotypical Singaporean Student Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?

2003-06-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

supposed to be mugging now?but i am so freaking sleepy...*_*
ahh.i am just screwed for tmrs econs la.who cares..econs sucks anyway.lalala.i really am gonna fall asleep.yawnn...oh yahh.anyway i am back!!hahh..my comp is finally fixed after what seemed like years to me.sooo..heh.yupp..i am back to haunt all of ya..now just wish me some luck that i can mug my bloody elasticity which i have been harping on for like a week?!and some market system.hopefully they come out.if not..hahahhh.i am dead.

2003-06-26T23:12:00.000-07:00

at my moms office now.cool eh?in the restricted area..the lecturers office.hahh.anyway my mom is such a goon.she have been spending the last half an hour trying to photocopy for me some econs notes.hahh.i am so mean.buttt..its really funny.you should see her struggle with all the papers and wondering why they are not turning out right.

ughhhh.i wanna come online man.been so long!!one week to be exact.sighh.but heyyy..my comp is gonna be fixed tmr!backk..i will be!

well.thats not such a good idea actually.cos i am so f-ing screwed for my midyears.as in seriously...i am still on elasticity for econs.nooo..i havent touch the rest yet.only started on elasticity.dont even remind me bout the rest of the subjects cos i started with econs.okk..i wrote notes for history but whats the use if i dont memorise them?!oh boy.see..i am really f-ing screwed.

i am cursed..no kidding..bahhh

2003-06-20T11:59:00.000-07:00

whoopeee.back here again.hahh.

most of them left msn already.so i am back here again.notice i repeated back here again twice.now thrice la.but point is..i wanna emphasize that i am..okk..i wont type it out again.heh.aint i annoying?yes?mission accomplished.muahahhahh.

i really miss those good old days in kc.see..i am doing it again.damnit.but let me continue anyway.i miss you guys!those in the clique as well as my beloved classmates.you guys rock!!!hahh.really.i mean it man.i love you guys!hahhh.nice talking to you all again..yah tannie.suddenly thought of that 10.40am day.hahahh.thats one thing i will never forget.gee..i wont forget anything la.

anyway.life is ironic..isnt it?i think it is.so true la.like how i always say "sr..ewww!!".and voila!guess where i am in!!yucks.i still detest sr.there are other instances..but its better left unsaid.oh well.thats life huh.whats new.guess we just gotta laugh it off.speaking of which..somethings wrong.i am always laughing..even when nobody else does.watched bruce almighty with candy that day...we were laughing like nobodys business.hehh.theres this part when bruce was sorta jumping in bed when the alarm went off?that was SO funny.reminds me of myself.of cos i dont jump la..but i have that similar sense of..frustration in me.in fact..my life seems to have some sorta semblance of his life.cursed.unfortunate.doing the wrong things at the wrong time.parallels rightt?right.for example.like it wasnt bad enough that my comp crashed[ughh]..my tv broke down too.fantastic.my two sources of entertainment..gone.wth.poor old me stuck at home with nothing to do.how sad can i get?back to the laughing problem..damnit la.i gotta like stop myself from laughing just in case people start thinking that i am insane.you all just dont appreciate laughing okk.laughter is the best medicine you know.maybe you all will be happier when you see things through my eyes.

oh no.one week passed already.how fast.grrr..stupid midyears.gotta start to mug..hopefully.so much for making up for those lessons i skipped..the notes i didnt recieve and what nots.terrible.but i cant help it.whatever.hehh..cant bear to go offline cos i havent been on for whatt..a few days?hopeless.

okk.doubt anyone read all this rubbish.shall bold this to make sure its not missed..lovely song below yahh?drift away..
ahh shitttt.didnt realise its 3 already!!need to get rid of my panda eyes.enjoy the rest of the hols people!!

2003-06-20T10:36:00.000-07:00

Drift Away by Dobie Gray

Day after day I'm more confused
So I look for the light in the pouring rain
You know that's a game that I hate to lose
I'm feelin' the strain, ain't it a shame

Oh, give me the beat, boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away
Oh, give me the beat, boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away

Beginning to think that I'm wastin' time
I don't understand the things I do
The world outside looks so unkind
I'm countin' on you to carry me through

And when my mind is free
You know a melody can move me
And when I'm feelin' blue
The guitar's comin' through to soothe me
Thanks for the joy that you've given me
I want you to know I believe in your song
Rhythm and rhyme and harmony
You help me along makin' me strong

2003-06-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

o m g !
hahh.it feels like years since i last came online.ughhhh.i swear i cant live without the internet for long.stupid comp..too much okk.at least crash when i am having exams or something rightt..during the hols!!ahhh.so irritating!!!damn pissed off man.so i came over to my aunts house..feels heavenly.being able to read blogs..talk to my usual kakis..email..hahh.

did stuff i havent done for a long time.went cycling.finally.a decent session of cycling.havent done that for what..6 months?havent touch a single piece of schoolwork.wonderful.how nice..it has been ages since i can seriously leave my work aside..but theres still this lingering thought.."the midyears are here".."you got tons to catch up on".pw.eww.they are stuck there.in my mind.annoying the helluva me.bahh.

lets not talk bout work.i shall fill the space up.since i have been MIA for so long.hahh..okk..since my comp played me out on sunday.met up with some old friends..some new ones.i always feel like i am missing them.then i dont treasure the friends i have now.then i will miss them next time.whats wrong with me.i am so blabbering.whats new.who cares.its my blog.muahahhahh.

anyway!!was reading blogs.if there is like an award to give..i will award shuming for having the funniest blog!hahh.i was so laughing when i read his blog.of cos theres always dear old claud..hers damn funny too.and if there is an award for harping on the same topic for long..goshh.i tell you..it has to be dear moronic alden.all his latest entries are bout his breakfasts and how great they are?hahahhh.but his is funny too.so yahh..go read them if you need some entertainment.

got more to blog.but cant think of them now.later

2003-06-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

just watched 'wasabi'.read bout it before..somewhere.its a good movie man.its french.reminds me of taxi3.hahh.

so damn tired now.couldnt sleep the whole of last night..eh no.morning.and afternoon.gee.watched ju on.used to find comfort under my blanklet but hmm..there was this scene where the girl gets dragged into the blanklet.scary.felt so paranoia.and the other parts..in the toilet.yucks.the boy was cute though.typical japanese boy.totally adorable.but he can be uh..horrifying.

okk.val suddenly woke up.scare me.played ps2 just now..damn lame.'chocopoco'?it sounded damn funny la okk.it was fun!!hahh..despite the choco dont know what its called also la.miss coming over.miss going cycling.miss going out at night.miss everything.ugh.whatever.gonna catch some sleep now.bet val is gonna wake me up while she prepares for work.thanx for the chocolates girll..and for having me over! :)

2003-06-12T09:46:00.000-07:00

i dont like people who lie to me.piss me off big time.so think twice please.if you do think..that is.

pw is killing me.whats with survey and interview?i dont give a bloody crap bout it.whats with this pathetic 10%?dont even know if i can make it to a spore u.econs is another issue altogether.i got no f-ing idea bout elasticity.who cares bout all these.why did i even take up econs?okk..its not like i can take up arts.and history?i f-ing hate copying.my hand is aching like nobodys business and i am not even halfway through.ughh..and my 90 essay outlines.which i have yet to touch.need i mention bout my miserable chinese?omg.i need help.then again..who actually knows whats elasticity anyway?i am so off.

dont know why i keep thinking my life is so screwed up when i know more than half the population have lifes more screwed up than me.yay.how can i gloat over their misery?i dont care.at least thats some consolation.who gives a beep.okk.enough already.heres some good news.discovered that changi airport is having 20% off their restaurants.yahh.time to head down there.genki sushi was good.

2003-06-11T00:08:00.000-07:00

hmm..been some time.just woke up not too long ago.i like sleeping.duhh.

lets see.dont ask me what happen last night okk..dont wanna repeat myself so just read on.

i saw people.liar.hahh.said hiee.she was puffing and dancing away with..this guy.whose name i cant type here.just ask me personally.yahh..and then i remember seeing her being carried away by some other guy.she was so dead drunk.hope nothing happens to her?gee..i was no better.i had such a f-ing headache.butt..i only drank a wee bit.oh well.thank you pwee+mel..what will i do without you guys..hahh.and fiona..the rest who were there la.i cant think.ouch.

oh yahh.didnt really see cheryl after i went out for some fresh air.did you go to school?thats crazy man.ughh..who else did i see.i saw this tp girl..y2.and some y1 guys.some sr guys too.tsktsk.hahh.uh..okk.i cant seem to think.oh yes.stef was there too.she was dancing with some guy on the top and he fell off at one point.heh.sucker.who else.oh yah.that mr "my-brother-wants-her-sister" was so annoying.he is one helluva a touchy guy.he danced with ann and swine.ahahah.oh and this guy..jeremy or what name?he looks so familiar.think he was kinda high.hahahh.okk.i need my sleep now.panadol too.

2003-06-07T11:11:00.000-07:00

oh dear.its gonna be two soon.i need my sleep!i shall get off soon.

had gp today..wasnt that bad.my readings actually came in handy..for once.just let me pass!hahh.

went to orchard today.goshh..i need money man.the great sale is on!!hahh..the joy of seeing those red posters all over the place..cheap thrill.heh.almost every store is having some discount or another.muahahahhh!but i am still broke.damnit.stupid phone bill.whatever.anyway we went to parkway after lingering at orchard doing nothing..whats new.so tired today man.i was nodding off while they played pool.i think my ex-classmate is right in describing me as a drug addict.i am always sleepy.hahahh.damn..i miss lala.my sleepyhead.

ah shit.its past two!been awake for more than 20 hours again.have this fetish for counting the number of hours i have been awake.maybe i should have a marathon one day.heh.any takers?no?who will be that crazy rightt?point taken.okk..i need my sleep.

2003-06-06T08:06:00.000-07:00

i resisted going to orchard.
i resisted cycling.
but i cant resist my dear computer.
fine.

its official.i need yun nan haircare.gwen picked like strands after strands of my fallen hair during gp.how depressing.its history.i tell you its stephen tay.my whole day was spent worrying bout history.first the test..omg.hahh.i will be surprised if he gives me anything above 0.seriously..when i saw the question..i was like wtf?!what on earth is the jacobin regime?wonderful.but thats not bad enough you know!i had to complete my overdue essay outline today..kept working on it until when he did NOT check.ugh.idiotic.

oh yahh.i was kidding bout what i said in the lab during gp.the hot thingie..hahh..

anyway!rachael tan!dont go to auzzie!!!you cant leave me here alone to deal with stephen tay and tingting okk.stay..please?

2003-06-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

lit quiz and history test tmr.both of which i am gonna fail.and gp on sat too.cos gp lessons is pure blog-reading sessions.yay!i am so gonna pass with flying colours.

stephen tay is one mad person.he wants us to do 90 essay outlines by next week.thats totally insane.oh yahh.and i hate copying!i really HATE copying.my hand will just hurt like anything.gotta copy one whole goddamn chapter cos i didnt do some stupid essay outline.i bet his motto must be "terror is virtue".he is truly terrifying.

oh yes!i passed my 2.4 today!!must show off a bit..15:35.heh.good enough for me la.hahh..thanx to grace who ran with me.thank you grace!and my dear gwen who kept screaming..heh.see..i am healthy man.got a silver okk.without cheating.hahahh.

gonna go back to my dull and moronic history now.bahhh

2003-06-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

ferouz insists that i mention him?he is just totally discouraging me to continue jc.how nice.guess he has a point there..but..i dont know.i dont wanna do anything.i will stick to my plan to finish this year first.

nothing to blog these days.its just boring old me leading my oh-so-monotone-life.school.home.school.home.sighh.schools so stressful.i am bad at managing stress.should have watched that adam sandler show..eh no.its anger management.never mind.i dont like deadlines.i cannot meet them for goodness sake.i hate pw.its so damn annoying.i dont like typing out minutes.i dont like anything.that includes you.muahahhhah.

really looking forward to the hols..but stupid sr decides to extend its school term.ugh.its for our good.yes it is.endure is the word.on a brighter note..there are a whole lot of good movies to catch..woohoo!cantwaitcantwait!

2003-05-31T10:22:00.000-07:00

almost fell on the way to school today..that ms g is too much la.practically ran to school and lesson was delayed for an hour!!rushed over to tp for songfest after that.goshh..i have this new found admiration for hmm..the guitarists.they are soooo power!!!the electric ones!heh.its really wow man.so cool!oh yes..and anjana won!!!you go girl!!deserve every bit of your prize.specky didnt win though..all thanks to [fiona created this name]choir boy.hahhh.oh well.choir boy did win a bit too much.as fiona quote unquote.."its not fair"

hmm..i think i will listen to al and slogged through this year.if i gotta retain..out i go.wheeeeeeee.thats such a pun.

2003-05-30T10:37:00.000-07:00

al-thanx for listening..can always count on you. :)

2003-05-29T07:39:00.000-07:00

i am so tired again.got back from school not long ago..in my aunts house.stayed for some dumb aerobics marathon crap..actually rachael and i just wanted the points la.hahh.we slacked and talked crap at the canteen while they did god-knows-what.i tell you..we were so stupid man!!after comtemplating whether to leave for like more than an hour!!hahh..we decided to.but guess what!the school gate was locked.so we had to climb over the gate.goshh..i am such a good girl..how can i climb over rightt.muahhahhh.whatever la.but it was really like my first time..gee.so we got so proud of our achievement then GUESS WHAT.we saw some girls walking out and they told us how to open to main gate.omg.cant believe we were so spastic.ugh.

anyway!!hahh.i am in quite a good mood..just thinking bout not going to school tmr makes me one happy girl.hehehh.i am too tired la.plus all the hw i gotta hand up tmr..just cannot!oh dear..i am getting very worried bout school recently.constantly unable to catch up with the endless flow of hw.and always dozing off during lessons.keep thinking that i wont get promoted.the failing of my almost all the tests totally convinces me of that fact.i am so dead.whyyy did i stay in jc..i will seriously quit if i gotta retain.sighh.

2003-05-28T07:21:00.000-07:00

soooooooo tired.went to parkway for dinner.gosh..hahh.it was kinda embarassing cos we were laughing so hard..i think we disturbed the peace of the fellow consumers of that food court place there.negative externality.whatever la.stupid econs.reminds me of that bloody mrs ting.ugh.she hates me.i mean i know i failed the damn test but i wasnt the lowest in class.why must she "doranne..you shouldnt be failing this test..its a simple paper." and shut up to the rest of the students?bitch.

as i was saying...met up with those from tp today.i really wish i could be there.yaya..in my dreams.hahh.missing out on all thats happening there man.damnit.whatever la.i am so tired.very tired.extremely tired.full stop.

2003-05-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

didnt have any tuesday reds today.i tell you..it must be pe la.cos we didnt have pe today.heh.instead we had some principal talk.i have to admit that she sounds kinda sincere but i shall stick to my biased opinion and still think she sucks.that bitch.hahh.

just went on a spree of blog reading.hmm..sounds quite gloomy.hope you guys work your stuff out..those with the affairs of the heart.cant say much..but cheer up yahh.

had such a good laugh after school at the study area.so glad shabby is over in sr too.felt like the old times when we laugh like crazy over all these nonsensical stuff.hahh.love you girlll! ^o^ dont worry..not that way.hahahahhh.she shared some jokes her friend told her..let me just type it out to cheer anyone who feels gloomy too.hope this cheer you up!
whos a man without a dick?
a woman.
&
what do you get when you chop off the head and the legs of a sheep?
clouds!!
not sure you guys find it funny?but we really did laugh quite a bit.
OHHH!!and another one.really laughed my head off when i heard this man!!theres this sashi guy..who claims that he will open a restaurant next time..called "Sashi's Leftovers".goshh..so funny rightt.and how will he serve his coffee?drink half the cup before he serves it.hehh.hilarious.he is one helluva funny guy.

2003-05-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

ugh.why didnt my earlier post turn out!?

was doing pw for 3 whole hours.shoulders are aching.i am getting old..hahh

lets see if the comment box works!

2003-05-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

the stupid deeds.
1. forgets all bout my nokia and left it lying around
2. recalls!found it!but it refuses to switch on = value of phone drops..damnit
3. signed up for classic but when bill came it was pod18
4. didnt realise it until second bill which was sky high
5. partly cos i thought my bill comes every 22nd like my m1 plan
by yours truly

p.s. vallllll..go with me soon yahh

2003-05-24T23:48:00.000-07:00

finally re-did my blog.and figured out how to use the comment box.hahh.i am smart!rightt..i spent like dont know how long trying to figure it out la.got someone to come fix my comp..but he came with a new cpu?not that i am complaining..heh.its kinda weird though..i cant seem to see the blogs..mine and the rest.so annoying.gotta keep refreshing it..thats not the problem.the problem is it still dont appear after hitting the refreshing button a million times.crap man.oh well.but i am quite please with this new thing.its so much faster than my previous cpu.and i can download songs now!and burn it straight into a cd.theres this internal burner.how interesting.

went for tp choir concert yesterday.it was soooooooooooooo boring.hahh.oops.sorry la..i cant appreciate this kinda thing.saw sooo many people yesterday.come to think of it..there were quite a number of kc girls.hmm.reminded me of all the past drama nights we had.also at vch.tell you..that place must be earning big bucks.hahh.went to laupasat for supper.the satay was sorta sucky.heh.think bedok north or chompchomp still beat it anytime.

damn..its sunday already.another dreaded week of school.ugh.hope mrs ting wont make me piss me off again.bah.

p.s oh dear.looks like i dont really know how to use this comment box.its suppose to pop-up!?hmm..lets see how to fix this.

2003-05-23T09:44:00.000-07:00

i loveeeeee fridays.i really do!hahh.the thought of 2 school-less day..just feels so good!!!had another long friday as usual.the test wasnt so bad..had answers from the other classes.plus i was sat nicely in between rachael and cheryl...they helped me along[ok..i copied].thanx yahh.headed to town..saw this really pretty boy on the way down.hahh..he was taking pictures of him killing his friend with the 7250.had his hands around his friends neck..and his friend sportingly display a look of horror.it was soooo funny.had to bite my tongue so i wont laugh.

had dinner at kfc.its been such a long time since i last eaten from there.saw the crowd at cine..they look so typical.almost poseur.in fact..they kinda look quite similar.weirdo.hahh..they probably think the same bout me.this stupid girl wearing this ugly factory worker uniform.sighh.had so many comments on how ugly this uniform is.like stop reminding me already.i really wonder what am i doing in sr.think i was crazy?nonono.i was perfectly sane.i need to complete the As.ihavetoihavetoihaveto.jc sucks man.rob me of my life.gee..what life la.i cant even remember the last time i went for supper..but i was too tired just now to join them anyway.sighh.whatever man.

oh yahh.then when i came home just now.i found a box of ferrero prestige much to my delight!heh.guess who gave it man!my neighbour.why?cos shes happy that we allowed her to cut part of our tree down!?i mean it was growing into her property..so must be reasonable rightt.it sorta reminds me of the sims.you know..like how the sims give gifts to their friends to increase the friendship points or something?thought it was kinda amusing..isnt it?the sims rock!!hahh.its so entertaining.but i think in a way..we can like try stuff we cannot do in real life?there was this conversation bout the sims some time ago..was it claud?or val?who built a fence around an area and set some fire so that her sims will burn to death?then sell the tombstone and [wow!!!]get 5 bucks.another one was worse!!like build walls with no doors and force the sims to watch tv all day?guess that has to be claud since her life revolves around that black box.hahh..how insane is that.just shows how sadistic humans can get.tsktsk.its innate man.but gotta admit i had such a good laugh over it.its sooooo damn shit funny la.

2003-05-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

online again.must really get rid of my comp.but then again..i am getting someone to fix my connection problem.oh dear..probably will be on even more.sighh.its like past midnight but i am still on.no damn mood to do anything.wide awake due to the wonderful sleep i had today.that crap shit tendency to skip school is making its comeback.was thinking bout how i used to skip school..those were the days man.always end up at some place like clementi or toapayoh.hahh.sighh.i wish i could turn back time.

oh and i miss you guys too.think we were too AS man.hahh.whats with us only sticking to our clique.tsktsk.sighh.but i truly enjoy those times.i actually like my life in kc.though we are always complaining bout how screwed up it is.if you guys like come over to sr..its ten times worse.oh well.but now we are all going to separate institutions.heres a little shoutout to you guys..
claud+pat+val:good la..working in the same place now.leaving me to suffer alone in misery.miss playing mahjong with you guys man.oh yahh..and all the times at vals house.hahahh.i had real fun.bet her family misses us now..righttt.
peishi:heyy.cant go to school with you now..sighh.better not keep skipping your classes you horrible girl.hahh.cant believe you think wisky is cute again!!specky is better![without a doubt]
tannie:feels weird not having you in class after all these years.know whats weirder?i kinda miss those mondays chem lab lessons..though we are always screwing all the practicals.heh.
and everyone else..ann..anjana.who else..you guys know who you are la.pwee+fiona.thanx for all the laughters back then..i loveeeeee you all!¤muahzz¤

done.havent done that since the beginning of the year?been so busy and stuff.the wind is blowing now.why wont it just blow in the day.and the rain!?where are you man..its so damn freaking hot.going back to school in less than 7 hours.oh no.gonna have to rush through all the hw again.omg..and history test.hahh..i am so gonna get like full marks man.yay

2003-05-22T03:03:00.000-07:00

the mere thought of school depresses me.

2003-05-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

gonna do it again.i hate mrs ting.i really seriously do not like that bloody crap shit.she makes me so damn frustrated..i wish i can personally murder her!!!early in the morning had to freaking pick on me.like once is not enough..a few consecutive times?and after each time i just convince myself she wouldnt ask me again..only to allow her to catch me off-guard resulting in my temporary brain freeze giving her the opportunity to demoralise me once again.her use of words really blows man..i swear you will instantly feel dumber.stupid bitch.i couldnt help losing my temper.i always get bitchy teachers..fuck.yaya..lifes like that.whatever.

and the weather?is totally insane.like i am not dead enough in school.i mean i used to be half dead in school la.but now its like seriously dead.i walk around like a zombie with very bad panda eyes..oblivious to the happenings in school.and sleep through every lesson.this really bad okk.i just sleep like a log or stone like a..rock.i cant remember sleeping so much in school.the only interruption i have is the constant moving of venues.

i need a break.

2003-05-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

..a song composed by our dear moron - alden tan
though i gotta admit it is damn amusing!!HAH.dedicated to his gp tutor.for obvious reasons.read on man

The Armpit Song

I thought it was just a rumour
That it couldn't kill
That it was just an illusion like after taking a pill
(Now I know)
I've seen it at all
Nothing has ever left me that apalled
(Now I know)
It was worst then they say
I can never forget it, try as I may

Chorus:
Everytime you raise your arm the sun goes down
EVerytime you raise it again I clinch in fear
What could it be
It's moss, in it we will be lost
It's a breeding pit, I don't know what we did
I know there is a God, So we don't deserve it

Please, why don't you shave
You never know the number of lives you can save
(can't let it be anymore)
It's just useless
You always choose to wear sleeveless
(can't take it anymore)
What's worst of it all
You seem proud of it
You seem proud of it

Chorus

I can't take it, seeing it is seeing the beyond
It's not for human eyes
I don't want to live this lie
I don't want to live this lie

Chorus x2

2003-05-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

today is another stupid scorching hot day.i think i am suffering from...tuesday reds?like i will always feel so dead on tuesdays.maybe cos first period is pe.ugh.pe.i had to run 2.4 today.i swear i was dying okk.so wanted to stop halfway..but amy[okk i cant recall who was it]was screaming my name from across the track..and everytime i went pass them.i didnt have the heart to stop.gee..i know that you guys always think i walk and run funnily..but i tell you.its an effective weapon against my teachers.i always use it to display my displeasure..for example..when they make me go to the board to do some question.i walk like i am gonna die.hahh..know it annoys the helluva them.good!speaking of teachers,i shall do what i am best in - bitch bout my teachers.muahahahahhh.

mrs ting hates me.but its okk..the feelings mutual.heh.actually..i thought i was kinda off her hate list..until today..damnit.she was like "shuming..i was not wrong in calling you the blur sotong..it shows in your econs essay.and doranne..you too"whyyy man!?!i always get dragged into any shit.must have done badly in my stupid econ test.well..its like not my fault.had 3 tests that day whatt..and it was until 7!?!oh dear.and todays lit test.i so screwed it up man.the question..what are the protent[uh...sp!?]of jude and arabellas relationship?and i didnt know what protent was?i dont even know if its spelled that way la.so i thought it was expected of lit students to know.which i obviously didnt know nuts bout.gee..and i wrote bout how passionately in love[more like lust]jude and arabella were.even quoted some kissing part.and what was the question bout!?!!?!how does the extract predicts the future of jude and arabella.omg.shes just so gonna laugh her head off when she reads my answer.it so damn embarrassing.shitt.eh but thank god i wasnt the only one.cos all those who werent facing the front didnt see the explanation she wrote on the board.oh yahh.i hate the p too.shes such a busybody.cos like we had 2 hours of chinese today..which we totally didnt wanted to attend.so rach and i went to the sickbay.butt..the sickbay was apparently full?wth?!so we had to sit on the sofa outside the sickbay in the GO..met shuming and karsten there too.hahh.the four of us were sleeping and that irritating p walked past and awoke us outta her annoying curiosity to find out what we were doing.duhh..resting.she should just stick to improving the school academics.

bad tuesday.to perk myself up..hahh..i finally satisfy my craving for gelare!!chocolate overload is heavenly!hahh.gelare rocks

2003-05-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

anyway.as i was saying..gee.i forgot what i wanted to type in garys house already.damnit.must be something bout gary..oh well.i shall be nice and not scandalize him.that idiot.who victimizes me.hmph.wait i tell angela.muahahahh.you better stop impersonating me and write what rubbish crap okk.horrible person.

eh todays project work meeting was so successful!hahh..we finished like whatever we had to finish.duhh..if not we wont be home.hahh.hmm..oh yes!wanna apologize to my project work members..for being late again.i am so sorry!i promise i wont be late next time.i mean like yishun is totally way outta my league.oh but that yishun place is quite nice la.actually went there for the first time..gee.i sound like some kinda mountain tortise.eh its really new..at least to me.its not like bedok..quite different in fact.but its so damn far from my house..i got a shock when i got on the train and realised how many stations were between tanah merah and yishun.come to think of it..i know its far la.just didnt occur to me that it was THAT far.more than 20 stops.damnit.

2003-05-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

at garys house now..its like so hot!stupid air con.cant type now.cos sometwo is starring.update later

2003-05-17T10:41:00.000-07:00

as shuming said..matrix reloaded is "visual orgasm".i think so..hahh.although it got a pretty bad review at his blog.hmm..perhaps cos i didnt watch the part1.hmm..was at some webby and suddenly got reminded of serendipity.i still havent watch that show!gonna get my hands on it soon.yahh..probably wont.bah.

as i was saying bout matrix..there was this part when trinity[sp!?]die..and boom!she wakes up.i swear everyone in the cinema must have went wth!?!well at least cat and i did.hahh.then the ending..another wth man.aiyaa..actually was quite sleepy thoughout the show.i dont know why.who cares.the lido seats still sucks.had to keep changing positions to prevent my legs from getting numb or getting stiff shoulders.but i thought what happened to cat was funnier.apparently the girl in front of her has long hair..so it was like on her legs or something.hahaha.poor cat had to keep flicking it off her legs.wonder why didnt i notice that.oh yahh..gary and angela really looked like they are a long time couple!cute.heh.oops.as for karsten and linying[rightt?]..they ARE a long time couple la.

sigh.i have project work meeting tmr.guess i am gonna die tmr night again.so much damn hw which i totally didnt touch yet.shittt.econs..lit..chinese..gp?AND 3 history essay outlines.i think stephen tay is driving me crazy.i kept thinking bout history while watching matrix.hahh.that sounds so insane.but there was this scene when they had some council thingie?and this woman..was taking charge la.i dont know why she reminded me of marie antoniette.and then the council is like the national constituitional assembly.oh..then there was this another scene when some guy..forgot his name.was addressing this huge crowd..gosh it reminded me of the pope addressing the public.hahaha.i think i am mad.

seem to be in a daze nowadays.whatever.think i typed too much.outta here

2003-05-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

gosh.i am so tired.went to bugis for dinner.havent been there for such a long time.should go there to shop soon.heh.only got home at 11.stupid 14 again.hahh.then someone practically forced me to be on the line..resulting in me not being able to reply my emails.so sorry yahh!!al+jun.i will tmr..mean it.anyway i am feeling kinda bad at gloating at ms egos misery now.oops.maybe you shouldnt have gone so far man.oh yahh..thanx for your pw..hahh..interesting to read the previous emails.feel so old reading them.

oh yes.i like blog during my gp lesson again but it didnt turn out.i like gp lessons in the it lab.its so fun since half the class are reading blogs and creating scandals.oh but then part in garys blog is not true.warning to all:garys blog is seriously extremely funny.but do not at all cost believe it.yupp..guess i will be seeing my classmates again tmr.okk..later i mean.one last thing.todays tests were horrible.i am a goner.muahahahh.gonna die soon man..been awake for 20hours already.*__* dead.hahahahahah.excuse me.

2003-05-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

lost every bit of concentration for the day.so screwed for tmr.wonderful

i need to kick off this online addiction.

2003-05-15T01:59:00.000-07:00

supposed to be studying now but hmm..like i said..temptations.bah.was reading through the blogs.i think too many people are getting blogs.i spent like more than an hour going through all the blogs.damnit.so much for dedicating today to mug for my tests.then again..read bout how my fellow classmates..who are slacking too.hahh..made me less guilty.yaya..self-consolation.whatever.

hmm..i think this saturday will be quite interesting.hahh..can see the other halves of my classmates.ooo..and i just read that chris thinks that lisa[however you spell her name]is cute!!oops.heh.work on it chris!okk..think i better get back to my econs now.i dont know whats with lit la.so annoying.

just discovered some ants running about..weird.wheres the sweet!?

2003-05-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

gee..cant believe i am doing this.let me clarify this!!pwee is my dear from kc.we are like good friends you know..yahh.gosh.for ferouzs and garys benefit..i should also include that i am perfectly straight.heh.so yahh..i do not have a boyfriend/girlfriend.i wont be like all secretive if i do okk..thats so stupid and childish.uh..no offense to anyone here.yupp..strike me off your scandals list already.

done with that.did i mention that i really love my cca?it rocks man..had the first meeting today and it barely lasted an hour!!!ooo..i watched xmen2 today!hahh..though i was practically freezing throughout the whole damn show.but it was quite cool.felt so sad for james marsden.sigh.poor thing..but i still think he should take off that ugly shades.hahh.

damn..just got reminded of the tests on friday.hahh..i am so screwed!lalala..temptations are always there.hanging out and coming online..ugh.okk..outta here

2003-05-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

oh yes..let me warn you guys.i have a tendency to think irrationally.so when you see sentences that dont make sense..ignore it.hahh..for example..the below extract "how mean can they can"..the second can is supposed to be get.make sense?how mean can they get.yahh.sorry man.

anyway..the dizzy spell strikes again.so i went to the sick bay.hahh..for the very first time in my whole entire life.wow.but it only served to make me sicker.eww.it was like so yucks.i think i will be labelled "that-stupid-girl-who-is-always-falling-sick" soon.bahh.its sr.okk..its me la.whatever.

added more links..of my classmates.amusing.heh.scandalous.hahh.so interesting.oops.i dont know why they like to imitate me though.am i that comical?damnit la..perhaps i should tone down.oh well

2003-05-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

f-ing frustrated!my teachers are sadistic.can you imagine 3 tests on one same day..essays for econs and history.god knows whats in store for lit.ughh.how mean can they can!!thats like too much rightt..violate the students rights of..of too many tests in one day.

and i think my hand is gonna drop off from my shoulder.been copying lectures for history[AGAIN!!].whyyyy does he choose to torture us this way!?!i hate copying!!my hand is aching like hell.on top of copying..he wants us to hand up 2!! essay outlines.omg..is he insane or what!?!i choose insane.

nooo...i dont need some serious retail therapy.it is just the wonderful works of having 4 tests and an overload of homework.see..i still know how to come online..its called stress relief.

2003-05-10T06:57:00.000-07:00

in my grandmas house now.its quite amusing..i think.there are 2 tables of mahjong for the adults and another circle formed by the kids..god knows what they are doing la.and i am stuck here trying to find some information for my power work.oh well..eh but dinner was good.hahh.theres catered food and since there was an excess..i happily helped myself to the food.feeling so bloated now.bleah

havent wrote in for the past 2 days.dont hurry me for goodness sake.been going out whatt..too dead tired to whine.hahh..lets see.i cant remember what i did already.hmm..i think i went out for dinner the past few days.that make sense since i recall not doing any homework.shitt.i have got 4 tests next week.bah..i am dead.hahh..i should start mugging soon.yahh..soon.

oh yes..sr had sports day yesterday.now i remember!gosh..sr sucks.must be the stupid p.bitch.i hate her.must be her idea that we cant go out for lunch.so we had teachers situated at ALL gates.ugh.thank god my aunt came to my rescue again.hahh..anyway which freaking school actually has lessons then sports day in the afternoon?!the participants would be too tired by then rightt..tsktsk.no brains.

2003-05-07T08:55:00.000-07:00

ooo..came back not too long ago from dinner at bedok north.it has been such a long time since i last went there.food was yummy as usual!hahh.i am exhausted now.but i still got tons of hw to do.having a funny phone conversation now..hahh.shall not elaborate though..:x

2003-05-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

omg.you wont believe sr.there are actually [mad]people who suggested and implemented that all fans in the college will be switched off for 3 days.for some stupid energy-saving campaign?given spore high temperature and humidity..that is totally insane!!its not like the college has wind blowing or any sort of relieve for the heat you know..i think they are crazy man.nonon.make it i am sure they are crazy.i mean why cant the teachers forgo the air-con in the staff room and general office?duh that takes up much more electricity than the damn fans.plus they are like the minority okk.let us..the majority enjoy the privilege man.isnt that fair?hmph.i swear they will just die if the air con supply is switched off.muahahhah.i should try to figure out where the switches are one fine day.

rightt..where was i?hahh.oh yah.my classmates and i went to heartland mall today.my first time.gee..i sound so pathetic.then again..i have been living in bedok for the past 6 years.i realised that there are quite a number of food places there.do they really get that many hungry consumers?eh..maybe la.afterall..my classmates went to bk then yoshinoya.hmm.

one last thing.i am getting increasingly annoyed with a certain someone.who is definitely in need of some social skills.even lack manners.how bad can one get.gosh..i wish that someone can just disappear now!!then i will be spared from the dry jokes..i mean sentences.i mean like..i am corny enough man.anything worse than me is like BAD.and all the sacastic remarks.i hate ----

2003-05-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

hmm..peishi couldnt make it that day thanks to sea sports.we ended up playing with only 3 players.i hate playing mahjong or daidee when there is only 3 players.thats like so incomplete.okk..i am plain fussy.

the usual monday blues today.why did i even think i could get away today man..surprisingly..i didnt get caught for my skirt or missing badge in the morning.though stupid phillips tan checked my belt.gawd..i swear all the girls around me had their blouse tugged out too.but nooo..he had to pick on me.whats new.and that stupid p..i hate that f-ing bitch!ugh..i am sick of complaining bout them picking on me already.to sum it all up..i hate this school.

but..what can i do.reality check..all polys applications are officially closed.i chose this path.parents accomodated so much.i cannot like drop out rightt.blahblahblah.

2003-05-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

hmm..listening to boyz II men now.water runs dry.can never get sick of it man.got me thinking bout the past.yahh..its over and done with but i guess its nice to think bout it every now and then.

anyhow!i am like at vals house now.supposed to have our mahjong session but edmund dont wanna play soooo i guess we will just wait for peishi.

bah.i should do something productive now.

2003-05-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

i think i am addicted to chocolates.i just indulged in another bar of chocolate.ooo..it tasted so good!hahh..what a pig..

anyway!i am like so tired now..ended lessons at 6 today!what a torture man..actually it wasnt that bad la.hahh..come to think of it..i laughed quite a bit today.it started off with luke and his "chao zi bai" and "chao zi hei".bahh..my hanyupinying sucks.he is like this very funny classmate man.i swear..he is hilarious!then dadada..during lunch break.omg..my classmates are "scandalous"!!hmm..no comments bout that man.though i think i heard that same word being mentioned bout like more than 15 times today.oh well..we cant beat gary at that la..hahh..how amusing.oh yahh..how you feeling my dear rach?get well soon yahh

i shall try to help candy with her blog now

2003-05-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

i think there is something wrong with my date and time.oh well.not like i know how to fix it.hahh.

i am slogging through my chinese essay now..ugh!!!i cant do this..its so crap!i know my essay sucks like hell.it doesnt make sense.whyyyyy did i choose this topic man.stupid me.i cant even translated english to chinese properly.i am so pathetic sia.

on a brighter note..i went out today!hahh..rightt.we were supposed to watch xmen2..but it was sold out.so we detoured to marche instead.we had a good laugh over some sec2 memories.didnt do much after marche..oh yah.val wanted to go parkway to check out some computer stuff.dragged us along.and i smartly blew my allowance on this pair of levis jeans.i dont even know if i like it now.great.how am i gonna survive through this month..shittt.

bahhh.gotta go back to school tmr.full day..and that mr stay still wanna extend his lesson.how annoying.
i wanna go back to kc.i wanna be greeted with blue pinafores and a sea of familiar faces.i wanna pass that stretch of road that i know oh-so-well!i dont wanna wear that ugly ite uniform.i dont wanna see faces i dont recognise.i dont wanna go travel all the way to hougang.okk..i am blabbering.excuse me.

2003-04-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

okk..i finally got like a proper blog!wow..hahh.how lame can i get.sooo..probably will be complaining bout my sad life and all the misfortunes that will take place some time soon.yahh..go ahead and laugh at my misery.

speaking of which..i am supposed to go for dc on monday.wonderful!just cos i was late..damnit.its not my fault that i had to board on this stupid bus which has some shit problem with the door.the bus captain kept stopping to do dont-know-what to it.i was so pissed when i saw another 55 overtaking the one i was in..ugh!!and duhh..i was late.sighh..stupid phillips tan had to be there.sides making the latecomers sing the national athemn one by one..[wth!?]he threatened to post my picture and offenses on this tv we have in school.i swear he is out to get me man.if that wasnt bad enough..i had to have pe.omg..that woman made us run 15 rounds around the hall.plus push-ups,some jumping shit,sit-ups and dont know whatnot.i ended up feeling dizzy after pe..how perfect.called my aunt to pick me up..my only blessing of the day.

bahh..bad tuesday it was.ooo..but tmr is a public holiday so YAY!how nice to have a extra break in between a week.the govt should like insert more of these to boost our morales.hehh..gee.i am at a loss of words now.but i shall go on..muahahahh.

uh..i like my class.hahh..1a1..feel honoured!oh but i hate my teacher.that reminds me of the purpose of this blog.to bitch bout my bloody ct.i swear she hates me.she was like picking on me on the first day of school and now..along with shuming and rach..the 3 of us have officially been labelled the "blur-blocks" of the class.hello!?!just cos i am more vocal than the usual typical student..doesnt mean i dont know whats going on.teachers like her..tsk tsk.produce the typical singaporean student.nod nod but dont know what on earth is going on.and she got a problem okk.she phrases her sentences in such a way that its almost impossible to make out what on earth is she asking..then she gets all sacastic when we cant give an immediate answer.ugh.another thing.she likes calling on the 3 of us..without fail man.every lesson its "rach..." then "doranne...".and shuming.i think i must have this "scold me" face la..all my teachers never seem to like me.oh well..what can i do.

okk..this is kinda long already.great..cos its the first so yahh.oh yah!my dear mahjong kaki val!is back already!hahh..so go bug her if she didnt inform you of her early arrival.

quote of the day: "never trust anyone" -luke..my high-priest classmate.his motto in life.cool yahhh?
just thought its funny..hahhh..